If only.

LEADERSHIP CAMP

2012-02-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

FINALLYYYY LEADERSHIP CAMP :D haha this means i got my laptop back! :) its like super late now cause ive been loading the freaking pictures for about 3 hours already. anyways, leadership camp was super :) so yea enjoy the pics. SC now is complicated, i lost the election. haha anyways, if you wanna know the whole story, ask me lah :)

oh yea, my friend bought sticky for me when she was in kl. even though i only knew her for a month, she only bought it for me and not her other long time friends. haha great friends in IS :)

we wake up to this everyday!

dorm mates!

this was what we did with the other student welfare candidates :) ahhhh good times :D oh oh! thats my writing XD cheh

as you can see, i got an allergic reaction when i was there, not only this part, but also my other hand so yea.

oh yea, the best night! we won the talent thingy :D

i had to do this to win so yea XD

my awwweessuuummmm group!

mentor, charles! :) hes actually really really nice despite me freaking out every time i talk to him. haha he was way harsh to me during the interview bah, bad memories. i was shocked when he treated me like a friend during leadership camp XD

my group's eb! shes super nice, the best one any group would have. shes practically the only eb that would really participate with us and help us oh.

haha after the camp was this ;)

the fixed campaign was really cruel. im gonna post much later about free campaign and what we did. but fixed campaign, haha im so gonna crush our juniors next year with it. its really CRUEL i tell you. they put you in front of the WHOLE school and ask you SENSITIVE questions. if you cant answer, youre dead and MOST of the questions are really really harsh. like "what makes you think youre better that your other competitors?" then they bomb you with "so you think the rest are not this and this and this?" yea what an experience. haha then i lost again for the election. aiyah just ask me lah if you wanna know the whole story. anyway, I GOT INTO STUDENT COUNCIL :)))))

im soooo busy right now, i feel as though there isnt much time. haha and my studies is way behind, not sure whether im able to cope with everything. i have futsal, basketball, volleyball, cheer, sc and studies to juggle with and the sc is way enough to stress me out! anyways, i went to watch a movie with my friends, safehouse, no dont watch it, its boring. haha.

chinese people should learn chinese.

2012-02-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

AWWWWW :')

thanks a lot guys, so happy i got so many Polaroid pics today! :D even though the dinner was brief but i had fun and it was good seeing my lovesss :)

thank you guys so much for coming and for all the cards and cake! XOXOX

i was crying when i read all of the cards! i have NEVER received this many cards before :') AWWWW i feel so loved oh. haha thanks a lot to Chung, Yvonne, Asyiqin and Chan! :D love you guys :))))

more pictures will be up when soon, its kinda late now so yea. im gonna blog about how horrible fixed campaign soon. haha tmr will be a hectic day, all the practices are on tmr. then celebrating with family then with school friends again :D haha

ehem ehem i feel happy!

Talentine

2012-02-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

heyyyyo! ;)

this week has been the "bomb" if you know what i mean. managed to get a few pics but i lazy to resize all cause its my mom's laptop so yea. anyway, Talentine is OVER and now FIXED CAMPAIGN :/ i hope everything goes through smoothly. even my mentor said that its gonna be hard. i took a pic with him during Leadership camp but i show you guys next time lah cause you know my laptop. yea anyways WE DID NOT WIN TALENTINE, toh soi lah cause all the other science classes won except us but anyways we enjoyed it a lot. with these bunch of people, everything is fun! :D

check out my toe nails, no those are not nail polish but bruises :/

credits to vivian for the pictures! :D the 3 president candidates :)

Daphne, Won Chan and Eva.

Talentine was hmmmm how should i put it? SUPER. SUPER TIRING. yea i was practically running the whole time, the stress level is like the max cause everyone is watching and when something goes wrong, there sure is screaming and lecture.

this is S1D, the other group that my class has class with all the time, banyak kawan :D

S1C! :D

i woke up like 4 something to prepare and reach school around 6.20. WOAH right? haha we had to do a lot of preparations. yea make up and stuff. everyone is exhausted cause we had practice the previous night.

i did make up for most of the time, then we didnt have enough time so Eva did mine while i was doing Daniel's. haha fun times.

my work of art! :D haha this is Leong, very nice guy ;)

thats Hyun Ju and Kelvin :) i did for Kelvin and Hyun Ju is my sweet Korean friend :D

yea while doing Daniel's makeup and Eva with mine, haha.

after Talentine, we decided that we should hang out cause we wanted to :) then it was Party Play for dinner!

gila Alvin, he wanted me to continuously take pics of him = = hes like the most guyish guy i know. haha

Rachel!

they decided to play a game, yea

i just realise so ham oh Leong's face XD haha

yea the game.

Vote for me!

2012-02-09T18:35:00.001+08:00

REPORT, REPORT, REPORT.

the competition is sure intense. organizing Talentine as committee is surely NOT easy, especially with the seniors around to monitor. and the students are kinda rude too. oh well, for the experience i will try my best. the stress is serious, even worse than during SPM. im doing the report now and im not sure whether its okay. i feel as though its not detailed enough. im afraid that they will use the report to bomb me during the fixed campaign. AHHHHH the fixed campaign! :( i wish next week will pass by fast! and i want my birthday to be something but too bad its the election week and im busy as a bee. AAWWW. im like forcing all my class people to remember my birthday. haha i want you to celebrate with me ah Chung! :D i will not forgive you if you dont. i want a nice cute cake also! haha sorry lah im like that. and and anyone knows where do i get A levels reference books? do i really have to go to Sg to get them?

you left.

2012-02-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog about Leadership Camp but my laptop kinda broke down and now its in the hospital, yesss with all my stuff inside. after i get it back then i'll blog about it kay? haha it was GREAT. GREAT FUN. GREAT PEOPLE. HECTIC SCHEDULE. but yea it was very entertaining. haha but i had an allergic reaction when i was there so that kinda minus out some points but yea. anyway, my life has been turned 180 degrees now. yea i pass the student council thingy and now were in the final free and fixed campaign! haha i really didnt think i would make it and all. anyway im really lost and totally out of time now. i have a test, Talentine, cheerleading, basketball and the student council reports to do, all by this week! i wish i had 48 hours a day. i need help with the free campaign which is the promoting self part! :((( to add to it, i have the well known horrifying fixed campaign next week, on my birthday. AHHHHHHH im freaking out as im typing this. i definitely need all the support i need! so yea guys, give me some support kay? text me lah the best ;)

anyway, i really like my class, no joke the people in it are great ;) haha going to all the practices and lectures as we get closer, theres not a day that i didnt smile. Tshung Tshin people are really different, in a good way. theyre totally NOT like what we all think they are :)

finally

2012-02-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

im sorry for dragging you guys to my long holiday XD haha

but finally, its the last day! ;D we were already in Shenzhen by then so we met up with my relatives. didnt even get to shop or anything, that was really a sad day :( oh well.

if you read carefully, this is actually a smoking area. i find it really funny cause all the smokers unite and gather to smoke in that small area.

DISNEYLAND! :D

2012-02-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

DISNEYLAND! :D

it was pretty nice, too bad i went at 11 and had to leave at 3. i know right :( oh well at least i was there before. then we had to rush back to Shenzhen while my cousins were still there. and and its very expensive there!

i wish that one day i would be able to go to a theme park with a guy that i love and wear cute head things and take lots of pictures! :D

my cousin was a little sick.

this is what people do in the MRT.

i got chubby cheeks, signs of obesity. haha

my work of art!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE :D

sshooo cuuuttteeeee right?

my dad over excited. haha oh yea i only got on ONE ride :( and only took pic with ONE character :(((

parade!

if you guys wanna know what i want for my birthday, let me tell you lah so that you wont have to scratch your head off thinking. get me a holiday to Singapore lah. haha nolah just get me something nice that can last, thats pretty. like a bag or accessories or watch or slippers or shoes or baju. yea or make a card? i love those things. as long as i know you had the heart to do it or to pick something makes me go AWWW. thanks. btw Valentines this year would be dull :( i want flowers oh, i want to feel special. haha cheh. NO DONT GET ME FLOWERS, i only want them if that person is special to me. guys, heres an advice, even though its old school, GIRLS LOVE FLOWERS AND CHOCOLATES. they do. they just dont say it. unless they are allergic to it lah.

ocean park!

2012-02-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

HONG KONG 5th day in ocean park. how was it? honestly, i hated it. haha cause too many people were there. the whole afternoon we only managed to ride 2 ride =.= very sien lah. and then my feet hurt like hell again. so yea i remember it nicer when i was a kid.

my dad ask me to take this pic in the guesthouse cause he was wearing jeans. yeap in like maybe 20 to 30 years already? HAHA

at this time there werent that many people yet, the number of people like multiplied. haha

oh yea that say was really hot! you will realize im taking out my cloths one by one. haha really weird weather. my cousins and us were the only ones wearing shirts while playing, my parents and aunty and uncle went to sit down somewhere, trust me, i think everyone who passed us were staring. WEIRD OH.

I LOVE THIS PLANT. realise the leaves are heart shaped? :D

this is the so called scariest ride there. haha i think its not that scary at all. its quite mild actually, the one in universals is much better! ;D

the crowd is multiplying.

dinner! we decided to go back early cause everyone very sien already so we decided that shopping would be much better. haha so after dinner around 9 we went to wong kok again! without my parents lah XD

this is what i always do to my cousin. haha hes always very hot like JACOB. my hands are always cold so yea. realise hes only wearing a shirt? im wearing 3 layers already. haha

Wong Kok at 11 pm. yea cannot really see but the amount of people is 0.0

the best place for shopping! :D JUST LOOK AT THE ACCESSORIES THEY SELL :DDD

school is slowly sucking my time away, i dont have time for anything now. haha yea and im still here.

~~its pretty stupid cause i thought i wouldnt be thinking much again but i cant stop it.~~

HONG KONG day 4

2012-01-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

was suppose to go to ZHU HAI but cancelled cause the demand for shopping was very high XD haha remember when i said nothing to shop? I WAS WRONG. hong kong has the BEST shopping ever. you think Singapore is better? i strongly advise you to THINK AGAIN AND HOP ON A PLANE TO HONG KONG SOON. its way better than Sg Orchard Road or Bugis Street and certainly MUCH cheaper. and and more things also! you can get anything you want there, i thought i was in heaven. too bad i didnt buy much cause my parents were asking me to save cause eating there cost a fortune. haha but i was shopping alone and just in a shop, i used up all my money on accessories. I LOVE THE ACCESSORIES THERE :D haha great fashion taste too there. oh oh! and i dint buy much cause we were wearing a whole lot of clothes and its very hard to try on. and some shops cannot try wan, like Bugis Street lah. but much cheaper than Bugis and certainly BIGGER and MORE THINGS :DDD had dim sum for breakfast and chau sau/ siew ngo/pai kut for dinner. both cost a BOMB. yea add up maybe for that two meals it cost around more than 1 K already. only two meals. haha add another one maybe 1.5 K? that expensive oh. but okay okay lah the food there, not really that nice. can find better cha sau pau here.

the place where i stay.

this drink cost 31 HK dollars. yeap. but my mom loved it a lot.

SHOPPING IN WONG KOK :DD initially it was just okay okay only then we "coincidentally" got into a mall like place that is like Bugis, my life changed immediately XD haha

lui yan kai :) (ladies market) em you cannot speak other languages here besides Cantonese cause they raise up the price like rocket. then you just cut down the price again ;) im pretty good at it XD cheh haha

lunch! wan tan mien.

waiting for my mom and aunt and cousin. VERY long. in the end, we split up and i went to that place i love again :D

DINNER! everyone was starving.

supper.

SHENZHEN, HONGKONG, MACAU

2012-01-31T18:20:00.001+08:00

this is basically the busiest day, i was in 3 countries in a day :D

haha from shenzhen to hk to macau and back to hk, its confusing where i am and the certain rules of the country. yea like no pictures in china and walk fast in hk to the stupid long queue in macau. anyway that day was hectic hence not so much of fun but more of travelling and getting pissed off. haha and i didnt get to eat the Portuguese egg tarts in macau cause it was already night time when we got there. thats why, too much of travelling.

crossing over the boarder from china to hk. everyone happy crazy XD

only in hk we can take pics in mrt station, in china, you get scolded if you take pics in the station. like what? =.=

once you get out of the port in macau, everyone starts rushing to you to get you to their hotel and casino. yeap the casinos are all very big, i know even though i only peeped through the entrance XD

good stuff :D still hot again

what i like about macau is that you will never go hungry. just go into any of these shops and they shove food samples into your mouth just like that, they dont only give you once, they give you until you are satisfied XD haha and these are really really good. best almond cookies ive tasted! :D

the milk thingy. dont really like it, its like a cross between milk and cheese and yogurt. yea and its warm.

my cousin picked up a windmill on the floor and played with it like a kid. in the end, he gave it to a boy.

waiting for the bus. crappy time plus it was freezing.

finally back to HONGKONG :D

wait again for the ferry.

finally dinner in HK! :D i stayed in tshim tsha shui which is really near practically everything ;) haha

SHENZHEN

2012-01-31T17:39:00.001+08:00

AHHHHH IT FEELS GOOD TO BE WEARING SHORTS AGAIN :D

school started today and i was really lost, haha.

anyway, this is the second day of my trip, in Shenzhen. we went to all the places but ended up not going into any of them, there were too many people around so yea, parents and aunty and uncle said better go shopping so yea. and also it was freezing cold that day, my hands were like ice. oh yea we moved to another hotel cause my parents wanted to meet with our relatives. we were so much relieved and happy cause that other hotel has heater :D and McDonald's delivery nearby ;)

where can you find such awesome cousins? XD

we were trying so hard to show how cold it was. actually really got white white one when we breathe but cannot see oh here.

dont ask me why, my dad asked me to lift my umbrella.

DINNER!

IM BACK.

2012-01-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!

feels like a long time since ive really enter the social network world. anyways ive decided to post about my trip, EVERYDAY of it. yes you read it, EVERYDAY. well cause i just want to. but not all at once cause i have school tmr. yeap overall the trip was okay okay only, didnt buy much but the shopping was AWESOME in hongkong (i know i said it was not, i was wrong XD), the food was okay okay cause i think some of it in KK is better ;), didnt really like enjoyed the trip cause we were always rushing around and the people there are SUPER RUDE so yea spoil the mood. and i think i lost half of my hair (haha) and my skin keeps on peeling off (OUCH) and my feet died a few times. anyways i think my life has been cut short 5 years after the trip. haha but the trip was all the more special cause my cousins were there too. i didnt take a lot of pictures considering theres 9 of us but yea. enjoy the pictures! pictures are from day 1.

oh oh! FYI i was in the same country as INFINITE :DDDD

the cab drivers in Shenzhen are really race car drivers in disguise. trust me, the drive like the average of 120 km/h. yea and heres the difference between us and them, when we need to honk someone, we hesitate a little and then honk. but over there, they honk like this

PPPPPPPPPHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

yeap it must be long and loud, regardless of where or anything, as long as something or someone is blocking.

the MRT tickets ;) cool oh.

the special toilet restaurant. it was pretty cool. yeap and it was freezing cold there but we still ate the ABC thingy. haha

with my cousins, we jump at the escalator, dare each other to do stupid things, eat funny things, share everything we have and eat, help each other out when a crappy china/hk person is rude, ride rides with each other, make fun of each other, warm each other when it gets cold, borrow each other money when we dont have our parents with us, link arms/ hold hands when the place gets crowded, go to each other rooms to eat supper, go shopping together and help each other cut down the price, brag about where we are in fb, leave each other funny and weird notes, scold china people when they cut lines (which they always do), selca with each other. thats what i love about this holiday.

Omg, i miss him so so much im gonna die. i couldnt even go through a day without thinking about you. life sucks.

2012-01-27T01:40:00.001+08:00

Hey hey hey :D these few days has been really really tiring. We only eat and eat and eat cause it's so cold and basically very little things to shop :( and we travel a lot which I hate. Been to Macau but didn't manage to eat egg tarts :((( too late to find any but we did eat the milk thing and pork bun and the biscuit! Anyway today was hectic cause travel from Shenzhen to hong kong then to Macao. Crazy period of time. Yeap I only ate the whole way. Oh yeah people here are VERY rude, seriously, VERY SUPER RUDE. It's so cold here that everyone is going crazy. Haha around 8 degrees only! My hands are always cold even with gloves, I kinda forgot how my normal hands feel XD

2012-01-26T19:59:00.001+08:00

Omg. It's so cold here I'm gonna die! Haha currently nothing much to shop.

touch and go.

2012-01-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG!

have a great one, stay good looking, flirtatious and a genius. oh yea you know i love you. haha ehem ehem.

lam planned a surprise for chong to like go to Upperstar to surprise him. TOTAL EPIC FAIL. he already knew it thanks to the workers. but the workers are kinda nice too. yea enjoy the pictures. i look OBESE in all the pictures.

sorry guys, im still feeling down. its hard. well im flying off in 10 hours time. hopefully i will feel better then. have a great CNY.

happy chinese new years.

2012-01-22T23:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY!

did nails then shop and all. chung got hooked on to the cute boy.

had a small open house, meet some of the friends :) i had fun shopping especially in cotton on :)

im flying off soon.

everything is over. i cant do anything anymore. maybe we were not meant to be. how do i feel? heart broken, hopeless, sad, depressed, betrayed, disappointed, distress. like i cannot trust anymore. like theres no meaning.

2012-01-21T01:01:00.003+08:00

i was hoping that you would really be true to me this time and hold on. i was hoping that you would really meant what you promised. i was hoping that you would keep what you said. i was hoping that against all circumstances, you would still hold on. i was hoping that you would be mine. i was hoping that you would still love and care for me. i was hoping that there is tomorrow.

life has no real meaning now isnt it?

nothing beats you.

2012-01-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

steph, i hope that you will be having a great time there! you know that we will always miss you here so come back cause we know you miss us too! :)

we still have to kpop, watch movies and travel together!

AWWWW im missing you already :( anyways take care love! <3 you

XOXOXOXOX

2012-01-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

words cannot even describe how i feel now. sometimes i feel like im okay then i suddenly tear up and the next minute im laughing. have you ever had this feeling before? the feeling like you lost something, found it, swore you wouldnt loose it anymore but you still lost it? i need someone to tell me that im gonna be okay. making myself busy and loading up my work temporarily takes the hurt away but when i lay awake at night, the flash backs come running through my mind and then my pillow is wet again. even writing this makes me tear up. i dont understand why would this happen to me, to us. i just dont understand why.

~~love is certainly not the only thing that matters the most.~~

2012-01-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

gosh i feel like im at the down part of the roller coaster and i can never seem to go up. life now is really challenging my emotions, i feel as though things can never get right. anyway, i have heaps of homework that seems to never end, i want to go out with my babes or go shopping or do a manicure but i dont have time, i miss him but hes too busy :(, im going crazy with math cause i can never get it even though i study every night, some people can really disappoint and hurt you, i need some one to talk to but no one is there, some people have no brain and inconsiderate when they do things, basically i have so many things to do and some people are always annoying me whether im done or not. its like I FREAKING ONLY HAVE TWO HANDS AND ONE BRAIN. sigh. maybe its me being sensitive. i need a break. from everything.

math.

2012-01-12T17:01:00.001+08:00

school is still killing me, i think im gonna fall sick soon or something. the homework and stress is really there. im like the noob one there. oh well at least i got to meet chung yesterday. feels like ages since i met her :) i feel as though right now im facing all these problems alone. sigh like i cant tell anyone. everyone is so busy and occupied with their own lives and being happy. feels like im the weird one out? anyway, i met a lot of new friends especially my new korean friend. i like her a lot cause shes really nice. and yea my other new friend during math lecture :) i guess we just have to give and take. enjoy the pics below, yea we took a lot cause it has been long kay? pictures make us happy and connect. haha. anyway check out my eye bags. yea.

i wish i had an imaginary gorgeous friend, then i can complain everything and all.

~~sigh, i miss him so much.~~

shuttle buses suck.

2012-01-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

school has really taken away most of mytime, im always so tired and hungry i dont know why. yea its all about schooluntil 5 then come back, do homework then spend time with Darren. eventually ifall asleep or something. yeap at least im kinda having fun in school.just cut out some "nice" lecturers and the ridiculous amount ofhomework and im all good. yeap this college thing is pretty cool, bringingphones to school and the lecturers not checking whether we did our homeworks and all. but i just dont get how people get the energy to do thisover and over again and even get involve in other things. i think im havingsigns of rapid aging. haha i really salute them :D sorry for the lack of posts,i dont have any nice pictures to share and its obvious that i rarely go outnow. besides, i would rather use the time to sleep or study my law(which i havenot touch yet) or really finish my homework or spend time with Darren. yeasorry!

anyway, i miss hanging out with Chung andSteph and Yvonne :( it sucks that i have to be in school always when they hangout. and and i miss you baby :(

oh yea, the house sports meet is coming up and we are the RED DRAGONS ;D

bye bye.

2012-01-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

miraen's farewell!

nothing much to say except that i will miss her. sincerely.

let the pictures tell you how it is. too many people take pictures, i only post certain ones. sorry.

my stomachache is killing me again.

IS.

2012-01-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

schools here and its already the third day. wow its really mind challenging and it drains out every bit of your energy every time you come back from school. picture from the first day of school. i was enthusiastic but now im just plain tired. im physically, mentally and emotionally tired. today, i dropped my bottle twice during lecture loudly, drop stationary numerous times and i couldnt pay attention a lot of times. these two days, my only friends were adriel and eugene until i feel like a man now.

seriously, im really really disappointed. im really really really tired. i dont know what to do. this is really killing me. wheres chung when i need her? :'(

DURIAN, DURIAN, DURIAN.

2012-01-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

haha sorry for the vanity XD but it is my blog so yea.

so new years day started off with makan then church then makan again then chungs house then makan again. nope i didnt go back until like 9 at night? haha the whole day i was feeling hungry i dont know why. signs of obesity. haha yea so at night, i begged my dad to bring us go have durian. i havent had durian since a year ago. yeap i was craving for it and apparently now its the durian season! :D haha so we went durian shopping! OMG there is soo sooo many durians aorund i thought i was in heaven. haha sorry for those who dislike the king of fruits. anyway im sorry also for the low quality pics, they were taken by my phone and the pilaks around were giving me the eye so yea.

chungs leaving for lala land tomorrow and im gonna start school in one day :( i havent even started studying for the law test and im really behind everything. chung, make sure you come back with gifts! haha joking as long as you come back, we hang out then i happy kay? have a safe trip! <3

HAPPY 2012!

2012-01-01T22:59:00.001+08:00

NEW YEARS EVE!

haha it was weird actually, started off with staying at home for the whole day, eating dinner with my parents then off to warisan to meet with a bunch of people. haha at first, it was okay cause chung was there then it started getting awkward for some reason then it got even more awkward in suria cause some were unhappy. BUT eventually everything was fine again when we were in Jesselton Point for the fireworks :)

oh yea, THERE WAS NO FREAKING FIREWORKS THIS YEAR. i didnt get to see any nice fireworks :( and and i was missing Darren a lot. haha but i did have fun and all so yea, it makes up all of the weird things that happened. it was not the best but it was not bad so yea ;) sorry for confusing you guys. haha at least i get to spend new years eve with a whole lot of people ;)

this was suppose to be a funny face pic but apparently it turn out to be the cute face pic. ~~minus me.~~

oh yea check out Adriel's eyes, HAHAHA XD

oh yea, tension was building up during this time XD

then it was Jesselton Point! :D

meet my awesome friend! :D oh how would i do without you <3

Adriel looks cool right? haha credits to me.

group picture! haha this is the best one, the rest are all too obsence.

AWWWW chung did this for me :') THANKS SO MUCH BABE! hahaha thanks for the gift too! my first and only one, just like you ;) haha sorry i stole this pic and some pic from you! haha yesss you have a nice booty! and you LOVE ME! haha <3 you monkey!

i loveeee this pic!

and this too!

<3 <3 <3

it was even more special cause Darren called exactly at 12. AWWWW he remembered me :') honestly, i almost cried but everyone around was so crazy it was not necessary. haha anyway, thanks a lot honey for calling and texting me and then waiting for me to come back home. hope that youre spending a good time there and get back here asap! make sure you miss me a lot or else. haha love you!

leopard shorts.

2011-12-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

went out shopping again with my sis ;) yessss its official, suria is my second home! and tomorrow im going there again for new years eve. haha

washed new pictures for my wallet and for a frame at home cause my dad asked me to. and i was so dumb to tell Darren about it cause it was meant to be a surprise. yeap i am that smart.

Darren left for holidays today. haha it was epic when he was leaving cause he texted and i texted him back frantically cause he told me he was boarding but he kept texting back. and then i was wondering whether he was texting in the skies cause he said he never switch off his phone. i feel stupid now thinking about it. haha then i called him when i was shopping, and found out that he was still in the airport. yea apparently he was playing with me. yeap so after the call, my sister already bought a bag and a wallet. believe me, it was a short call. haha yea it was hectic and funny at the same time. yesss Darren asked me to update but i have nothing to blog about,i have a boring life :( make sure you miss me baby, more than i do. haha

i hope new years eve would be super! ;D and i get to see the fireworks with all my awesome people.

on the road

2011-12-29T20:55:00.001+08:00

went out for a movie with chung, thes and jon last night!

the movie was awesome, its the jet li movie :D

really really good so i recommend it ;) initially, we were suppose to watch MI4 but we couldnt make it and it was full so we watched the chinese one. yeap and before that, we went to the arcade to play some games. haha it was short but really fun! :D

went shopping with my sis today and yea i actually bought some things :D haha my boyfriend would be shocked eih? haha i bet you miss me.

haha yea i think ive been to suria like everyday this week, it feels as though its my second home!

check out the scores, on the left is jon and thes, the right is chung and i. haha i know, we suck in this.

i have been having weird stomach aches lately. yea i think something might be wrong with my stomach. haha i think sg has really put a strong impact on me XD

ps. i love you

2011-12-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

went out today with my sandakan friend. haha it was awkward cause i saw so many people and it was just me and him.

yea but i was missing him the whole time and figuring out what he was doing. yea you ;) haha

so yea ive been out too much lately and see my eye bags, it has gotten worse. i need to loose weight too cause im gonna be obese soon! :(

holidays are soon over and school is starting :( i just want to see him once more. please baby?

boxing day!

2011-12-27T11:09:00.001+08:00

boxing day!

a year ago, i was happily shopping in chadstone :( oh well at least this year i had friends with me :D

parents anniversary too and then to yoyo with friends! :D

oh yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUZ! :D

ahhhh hes leaving already :(

God help me to survive.

baby, im gonna miss you

silent night.

2011-12-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

christmas! :DDD

came back around 3 something in the morning and got up at 7 to go to church. WOAH. haha was late to church and it was freezing cold. was sneezing and feeling sick the whole time plus stomachache. then parents brought me to look for a new phone but apparently the phone is out of stock! :( *cries

yea but before that, me and chung went to gaya street to walk walk, then i bought cotton candy for her and my sis :)

she was pretty excited about it! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

all i want for christmas..

2011-12-25T22:48:00.001+08:00

christmas was super! :D

christmas eve dinner was at my auntie's house, wow their house got extended and its like really really BIG now. haha i had fun, i mean a lot of fun! enjoy the pictures! :D

awww loving right my grandparents? <3

daddy and mommy <3

my auntie and her family.

please tell me we dont look alike!

i was bored cause jam on the way to church.

church! :)

this year was special cause i have my two babes with me! <3

jonny! :) i talked and talked with him. misss him so so much! :D

he was so nice to take care of my mom's bag. haha XD

then it was the beach for countdown! :D

the best part was being able to spend christmas with you <3

sorry for the ugly picture, it was late and my eyes were getting tired with the contacts XD

this year was the best christmas countdown! ily <3

vrrooommmmmm

2011-12-24T16:19:00.001+08:00

went to the stupid driving class today, gosh it was boring and apparently my boyfriend didnt even wanna spend time with me :(

haha at least i was there with chung and there was this super cute guy ;) haha me and chung were staring the WHOLE time and he was in fact looking at us too. cheh. haha we were even passing notes to each other discussing how cute he is. haha well its over now. way to spend christmas eve right?

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! <3

beach, friends, love

2011-12-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

woooolalallaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

went for an outing with the worship team yesterday, it was pure fun but very tiring.

i felt like a mom taking care of my kids. haha but yea we went to karabrunei to play.

the games we played was okay since i also took part in planning but there was this game, we played like for an hour. i thought i was going to go crazy XD haha

anyway it was fun and a great time to really bond with them ;)

and im pretty happy about going to the beach, makes me feel good all over inside :)

okay just ignore my UGLY face and concentrate on the view ;)

i think i got a little sunburned XD

i really hate those people who are too scared to tell me whats wrong face to face. do you really have to talk bad behind of me? cant you just man up and stop being a wuss. the most unreasonable thing is that i didnt even do anything to you, i dont even remember talking to you that much. i just dont get why do you hate me so much. if you are reading this, yea its you.

22 Dec :D

2011-12-22T12:57:00.001+08:00

22nd December will be in my heart <3

last night, me and chung went for the reunion with our primary school friends. how was it?

it was awkward and weird. seriously i thought my friend was going to start a cat fight or something with me XD haha

anyway here are some pictures!

2011-12-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

Do you think a guy deserves a second chance?

a night to remember

2011-12-16T15:03:00.011+08:00

prom was sad cause its gonna be the last time for everyone :(

took the last pics as remembrance.

enjoy!

XOXO

SINGAPORE!

2011-12-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

DAY4

intense day, seriously intense day.

we woke up really late, until plans of swimming had to be cancelled. ran around Bugis like mad, rushed back to the hotel to check out and it was raining heavily, my slippers slip off twice in the middle of the road, drenched head to toe, late for the flight, thank God the flight delayed, ate the only meal for the day, went to buy perfume and then our names were being called, ran all the way to the gate and kena scolded by everyone there XD haha epic day

oh! oh! we played in the plane and then the trip was over :(

take a look at our eye bags :O

check out more pics in fb! and chung's cam :D

SINGAPORE!

2011-12-16T14:24:00.004+08:00

DAY 3

the busiest day ever, we woke up early to go see the merlion, marina bay and went back to sentosa again then we went to vivo city to eat Max Brenner and then to Orchard to shop then watch a movie. did i mention we totally forgot to eat? HAHA

sorry the pics are upside down but nevermind kay? XD

oh yea we got temporarily tatoos!

oh we met some very good people here also! ;D

pictures we took in US! :D

SINGAPORE! :D

2011-12-16T13:26:00.010+08:00

ahhh im so so so tired i feel like my limbs are falling off, JET LAG!

singapore was wayyyyy AWESOME.

one word, AWESOME, we met so many nice people and played great games, too bad the time was so short :(

didnt really shop much but we played a WHOLE lot :D

it was in fact the best 4 days of my year ;) great way to release all the stress from SPM.

hahaha i love these babes more and more and more and more and more...

sorry ah i placed the pics wrongly but im too lazy to change it XD

DAY 2

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! :D

it was sooo tiring cause we played ALL the rides ;D yeap ALL OF THEM.

we didnt even eat anything until 9 at night, HAHA.

actually throughout the trip, we didnt really eat. perhaps only once a day? XD

this shop sells the best chocolate deserts :D

this transformer ride is really a scam, the lining up is no joke, i think the line was as long as 1.5 km. seriously, im not joking. all of us damn pissed off but the ride was SWEEEEET! :D

yea this is the front part of lining up only, theres inside and much longer line. oh yea check out that tall guy in white. comments? and his girlfriend in front :D

oh yea, we tried all the rides including the scary ones like this. em it was okay but when i came down i seriously wanted to puke but perhaps nothing was inside my stomach so yea. even Yvonne said i looked sick. HAHA

yea it was this period i felt like puking, seeing them eating nachos made me even more sick XD

oh yea i forgot to mention that it was so HOT that day that i think i showered 6 times with sweat XD

this was SUPER :D and the guys are soo sooooo HOT.

eating while lining up.

DAY 1

arrived in sg and then we missed the mrt stop, had to go back and ride again XD
haha then at night went to nandos to eat, then apparently my loves got hungry and went down to buy ramyeon ;)

sorry for the ugly look, i was tired XD

oh yea every time when we eat dinner (which is the only meal), we are like gorillas. haha

check out my babes ;)

the best present ;)

2011-12-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

im so tired but happy ;D

let me introduce, joseph, jesus and mary ;D happy family eh? ;P

that boy on top is isaac and he is damn CUTE :D haha but he likes to cry a lot. the first thing he told me today was that i needed to get a haircut cos my hair is too long. he said that if i didnt cut it, it will reach my buttock and not look nice XD isnt he just adorable? haha

below is hannah, isaac's sister. shes suppose to be bleeding at the face but she hated it so much until she cried so i decided to wash it off. yea but shes really cute too! :D

good and faithful friends ;D

pictures were not taken by me.

credits to my theresa :D

give me a new heart.

2011-12-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

outings with loves ;)

im so busy lately with church and all that im about to drop sick.

BUT its so fun that its all worth it :D it really has been so long since ive been involved with praise kids and im so psyched about it! :D haha but too bad im being pulled out from puppets :( first time im not doing puppets :((( oh well at least im having fun! :D christmas party is tomorrow! :DDD

2011-12-08T03:21:00.002+08:00

dear santa, it would really be nice and great if you could just give me these :)

i promise to be a good girl!

2011-12-06T01:16:00.001+08:00

우현 <3

2011-12-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

im seriously into infinite now.

i think im in love <3

isnt he just adorable? :)

i swear im gonna meet him one day! :D

over the rainbow.

2011-12-01T20:02:00.003+08:00

WOAH i have so many things to blog about but i still have ONE MORE SUBJECT and then IM ALL DONEEEEE! :DDD

i bet no one in the world could understand how i feel, SPM has been killing me, i have never, i say it again, NEVER felt this stressed out before. seriously, i thought i was going to slit my throat soon because i was so tired but insomnia is kicking in. haha well at least its almost over already. and and high school is soooo over :(((

i never knew coffee would work that great, haha HAPPY BELATED CHUGN YEAN YIIIIII ;D

the card literally killed half the cells in my body XD

went to logos :D it has been really long since i step foot into the outside world XD

theyre not so many pics cause i think im super OBESE and UGLY now, like seriously, i think SPM is killer. i think im like Godzilla or something. haha so yea got to loose weight and get some good sleep.

just one more week to sg! CANNOT WAIT! :DDD

2011-10-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

I'm that insignificant to even remember.

2011-10-27T04:40:00.002+08:00

I told my mom to take away my comp so probably no more posts until end of spm so yea. I'm really behind and I doubt I have time so its a sacrifice I have to make! All the best everyone for SPM! :D

2011-10-18T23:44:00.001+08:00

Ftisland's new song is really good :D

even in our weakness, His grace is prefect.

2011-10-18T07:39:00.005+08:00

less than a month!

intensive studying.

oh yea, this is the best cereal you can ever put in your mouth! :D

on sat, praise kids had a dinner at marry brown, WOAH it has been so long since ive had that much fun XD

my final work of art!

all the kids were soaking wet with sweat cause they were playing and playing and playing. so Joshua, thought that he should dry his hair ;D

after the dinner, we thought it was still early so we went to the music fountain in Tg. Aru :)

i was literally running around cause there were so many things to play XD HAHA

oh oh! the moon was gorgeous that night ;)

no we were not just standing, we were playing like mad XD haha thank God we went when it was closing so not many people. btw adults are not allowed to play there XD

releasing stress XD

this was certainly the best :DDD

2011-10-02T20:57:00.004+08:00

if i had a boyfriend like Yong Hwa in Heartstrings, i would really die without regrets.

i watched all in like 3 days and hes really really sweet. he really makes you go AWWWWWW :)

now i like him even more XD

should watch it! ;)

2011-09-30T20:43:00.002+08:00

woah. i feel like a failure.

from today on wards, im gonna live, sleep, eat, study accounts. im challenging myself!

sometimes i think people just dont get it that the way they treat people is exactly how other people will treat them back. too many people take it for granted how other people treat them and they just forget. sooner or later, mei you liao lo.

mom and june is back with food and no new clothes :( but at least they brought back my favourite cereal! :D

my current favourite drink- ceee-oohhh-ceee-oohhh-nnnn-yyuuuu-teeeeee! :DDDD

everything feels right now :)

im tired physically, mentally and emotionally. i give up.

SPM will be the only care i have now.

prefects dinner 2011

2011-09-26T18:29:00.004+08:00

need not say more! it was good ;) and grand

everyone was gorgeous and hot!

enjoy the picsss

my favorite pic ;)

in honor of chung :DDD

adriel was trying to show his wasted look XD

so po me XD

my friends X)

XOXO.

accounts increases stress gao gao

2011-09-26T18:12:00.005+08:00

it has been a loooong time since ive updated so here goes ;) haha now i got pics and no exams so can update! :DDD so last friday was thanksgiving in school ;) its my last one so it was pretty awesome. haha i had to lead worship and all but i was super nervous the whole time cause cause i had to recite the scripture reading. LOL thanks to chung, i had to use the FREAKING BIG bible in the church. we were all laughing our hearts out when i saw it XD anyway, im pretty happy about how i did XD cheh

credits to Yvonne for this one pic XD

i didnt take pic with my Yvonne cause shes too busy :(

then the next day was syiqin's open house day! :DD haha i had fun too and her house is so HUGE :O double :O :O haha great to see her again ;) then we all rushed to my home to get ready for prefects dinner XD haha the weird things we did XD enjoy the pics!

i just love her stairs :) imagine rushing down the stairs every morning before school :)))

;)

im always different :D

2011-09-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

Yea just suck my life. Im that poor.

everlasting hope

2011-09-09T22:34:00.004+08:00

my week has been low.

crap happens.

life sucks?

danial's open house. i probably laughed the most during that short hour for the past few months. the power of his house. we even got to ambush his room.

the one thing that motivates me, doesnt anymore.

2011-09-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

People say we should dream big. Im already dreaming big. I hate the fact that my family is poor to let me study what I dream of. Whats the use of studying my ass off?

ISOW 2011.

2011-09-01T12:53:00.007+08:00

these few days has been great, bringing back memories of my childhood in sunday school ;)

brings back memories of ARISE 2005 as a 10 year old girl. haha i met Aunty Cathy and Uncle Brendon when i was in primary 3. yeap it has already been 8 years. WOAH :0 the video of ARISE they put up really brings back memories of how we all practiced for a year and it all came to be on that two nights ;) i love growing up in ISOW :DD

being able to see so many children love God so much makes me love Him more and more. yesss i have not touch my books yet but i dont regret attending ISOW :)

im praying hard that God will help me through trials and excel too.

Jonathan and i have been attending ISOW since 2004 or 2005. haha i cant remember but he has NEVER miss ISOW. i missed once so yea.

the pics arent so good cause a kid touched my lens and left his hand prints so yea ;)

it was in skyline so yea, no its not a stay over night thing. haha

praise kidsss ;)

the video of ARISE 2005.

jonathan was bragging about how awesome his shoes are. haha

seeing them sing on stage brings back memories of how that person Auntie Cathy talked to was me :')

AWWW i love Aunty Cathy and Uncle Brendon :)

ive found what i used to love again.

most importantly, i love God!

2011-09-01T12:46:00.001+08:00

suju's album ;p anyone wants the album? my sis has got ready stocks so if you guys want, you can tell me :) yesss its selling out fast so tell me quick! :)

and and TOP's hair is super! :DDDD haha

2011-08-28T15:26:00.003+08:00

The feeling when there's too much pressure that you break down because you feel useless and can't continue anymore. Persevere Kim, you can.

2011-08-23T20:32:00.004+08:00

the only way to de-stress is korean spamming! :D

for the sake of chung ;)

mblaq concert! AWWWW it was a success, i wish with my all that i was there :(

lee joon's hair :/

are they not very cute together? ;) but hes dating City Hunter girl which is alright too so yea :)

:DDD

2011-08-21T15:33:00.002+08:00

Great, exams are over and I'm here in some stupid money investment talk.

2011-08-09T17:55:00.001+08:00

;)

2011-08-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

OMG GD's hair :0000

2011-08-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

dad has a HTC Touch, mom has an IPhone, sis has an IPhone White, and im stuck with my sucky SE. Great.

he finally cut his hair :DDD

2011-08-03T20:55:00.001+08:00

Take a breath, count to ten, you can do it.

2011-07-29T20:04:00.002+08:00

OMG ITS OVERRRRR.

no more drooling in front of the tele! :(((((

i havent watch the last eps yet but from the news, it looks like everyone is going to die.

NOOOOOO :(

;)

SPM SPM SPM

2011-07-29T19:41:00.003+08:00

firsst of all, HAPPY BELATED TO MY SIS JUNE! :DDD

hope that you like the gift i gave ;)

it took half my life away so make sure you LOVE it XD

haha stay gorgeous and happy!

i know this is super late but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO VIAN! :DDD

haha even though your bday was last week but yea ;) hope that you are always happy and healthy. im sure God will bless you more and more and that you will meet JunHyung one day and be his someone :) haha stay awesome! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRICILLA! :D

spm is in my head!

Temptation, fear and anxiety

2011-07-23T19:23:00.006+08:00

prefects installation, the last one.

last week?

chemistry competition test made me crazy, 2 days raptai made studying impossible, retiring is a bittersweet feeling. no more getting angry at people, no more looking pervert-ly at other people, no more running around, no more getting scold at for someone else's mistakes, no more stressing out to do the best, no more being anti from the students, no more sucking up to other people and teachers, no more always worried about how bad we are and no more being a prefect. when i think about it, it feels so unreal cause ive been one for almost half a decade. but im so gonna miss the times when i gossip and make fun of yap :( a year ago, we were like strangers but now its like were family. AWWWW :(

i feeel relieve. yea it feels good. its over.

this was suppose to be a nice pic but apparently i deleted the nice one.

love them! :')

yesss this is what we do in class XD

cause we are awe-so-me!

no matter what happens, the sun will still rise tomorrow.

people always ask me whether im worried about spm, i dont think i am, im more worried about after spm. yea it sucks.

2011-07-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

omg i think im in love with this show.

2011-07-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

gonna die of tiredness soon. im seeing things double.

OHANA

2011-07-17T20:23:00.005+08:00

a week ago, my family had dinner with my great grand uncle from sydney ;) yea

i take pride in this pic :) super lighting.

great grand uncle and dad.

awesome fooodd.

there was this group of ang mohs :D haha i think they are like asians who are born in America, yesss good looking!

yesterday was 7k, sorry chung for dragging and slowing your pace. sorry! not fit oh.

credits to chung for the pics :)

im craving for coconut water. someone please?

exams=less internet

we can be unhappy but not un-joyful.

2011-07-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

this has got to be the best korean series :)

this part is really really the BEST :DDDDD

should go watch this series! at least after spm or something ;) super nice!

so many things to do, so little time

2011-07-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

last night, my mom literally forced my family to go watch this korean opera singing. haha i told her i didnt wanna go at first, my mother got irritated. so yea, i went and it was okay. no, i didnt fell asleep. yea it was different? haha good bah XD

this girl can really really sing oh :0

sucks to be sick at this time. seriously, what did i do to get sick?

i feel as though my body doesnt belong to me. haha i need some tlc :(

so many things to do!

say goodbye, dont cry and smile.

2011-07-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

we won all the bazaar prizes, buffet in some awesome place, i get to get out of this place after spm no matter how i want it to be, retiring from hell soon, not much homework, having fun with friends, i have time for korean and etc.

why am i still not happy? sigh.

i wonder how it would be like when people go to college far away to study.

2011-07-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE

have a sweet one ;) take care.