saturate me now.

AHHH i miss you secret place.

have you ever thought that life is always planned out for you? get good grades, good uni, good job, good family and thats all? people focus so much on the results that they forget the process is what makes the outcome. i guess im just tired of life. sometimes i just wish to be back in the past, where everything was sweet and pure. love and no hurt. sigh, holidays, i miss you so much, why cant you be nice to me and treat me well? if i had a magic lamp and i were given one wish right now, i would ask for a holiday with my loves. i miss those times when we would act dumb and fool around, eat until were too full to walk, play until i have serious gastric, watch movies until late night, talk until we laugh our heads off, shop until we owe each other money, swim and act dead, imagine what it would be like 10 years from then and joke again, share our deepest innermost thoughts and laugh again, insult each other until we get angry, stare at the beauty of God's creation with our jaws on the floor, take pictures until everyone stares, sleep like nobodys business and live, love like theres no tomorrow. im slowly taking it in now. life i mean.

sorry for the previous post, i didnt mean to offend anyone.