Monday, September 27, 2010

sick ):


HEY IM BACK! :DD
overall, the trip was okay but i learn a lesson. you know when our moms always tell us NOT to eat too much junk food? yea well you must listen to them cause they are not joking when they say it. im a very good example (: KL made me sick. due to the junk food ive been consuming and no proper food, im seriously sick XD haha oh well. dont have to study then XD



oh yea remember when i said that my cousin is coming back? well we meet them in the airport and coincidently we are in the same flight (and some other more friends XD). the wonders of air asia :D haha i like this pic cause that guy/girl, like ghost oh XD


you know when you meet your long-far-away-cousin, the first thing you say would be hi! how are you? haha well my cousin is special, the first thing he said was, YOU WANNA SEE MY LATEST GADGET??!!! and he took out this...gawd i hate him :3







i love this picture!!!! :D


the Ho sisters (:



my mommy! (:

my heaven on earth (: / the cause of me being sick.





i didnt do much shopping eventhough i stayed in Bukit Bintang. haha i only ate XD

Friday, September 24, 2010

HEY HEY HEY :DDD
haha am pretty happy and high these few days :D the parties and celebrations and friends are keeping my emotions high :DDDD yeap i have AWESOME FRIENDS (: so if youre reading this and youre my friend, youre awesome (; XOXO
pics up soon after im back kay? promise (:

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

its like deja vu. what i saw today was exactly what happened to me a year before. tears shed for something that couldnt be stopped, something that has already been destined. its really a crucial thing, two hearts being separated by distance. brings me back to where i was. already i, as an outsider feel sad, what about her?
XOXO

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I. DONT. DESERVE. THIS.





it was my mistake. to have met you and fallen in love with you. i gave you all i could give. instead you gave me back my now broken heart. you were my romeo. guys are just lying idiots. believing is the hardest thing now. you killed my heart. now i have to go through everyday with tears.

Saturday, September 18, 2010


what happened to i understand? whatever? i choose NOT to share. its my life so deal with it. thanks to you, im having more of a hard time now. FML.

Friday, September 17, 2010

cant let the music stop!

okay since chung complains why i dont update much, i will do it in her honour (:
well, went to chung's house today intially to do the physics freaking project. by freaking, i mean really, we were freaking out the whole time and you know why? becauseitsastupidprojectandwedidnthaveanyproblems. yeap everyone is saying how hard it is to get it right and we thought it would take countless tries to make it right but the first time we did it, it floated and moved in a straight line so we were freaking out cause we thought we did something wrong. like seriously, we were calling every possible person we know to ask. and ended up with just we did it? haha epic lah us kan chung (;


so in the end we ended up chilling out and talking and talking AND WATCHING GG SEASON 4 BABY! haha yeap and i just went through some pics of our trip to BKI. yeap it sure brings smiles to my face ((((: did i mention we took countless webcam pics? haha yes we know we are awesome XD haha


i miss "being dead" :D


our secret place (; i wish i can go there with you (:



isnt this a good way to end this post? CHACE IS SOOO ADORABLE! :D




oh yea im freaking-ly excited cause my sis is coming back in 36 hours! haha and oh yea i have to do this thing for Praise Kids tmr so wish me luck? (:

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

sometimes some things are best left unsaid. X


my mom just asked me to finish this. bottoms up :)

Monday, September 13, 2010

hey you,
im kinda really confused right now. dont get me wrong, i love you with all my heart but you left and got me hanging just like that. you dont understand how much i care for you. i spend every single moment of my life thinking about you and watching my life pass by. everyone is having fun and im stuck missing you. i just cant help it. everyone keeps on telling me to give up but call me stubborn or anything, i cant. i just cant. your simple text can shake me and put me off guard. i will just spend hours staring into the sky and dream of you. your touch, words, hugs, warmth, kisses. gawd i miss you.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

its alright because i like the way it hurts

HAAAAIIIIII :DDDD
this week was super duper busy with activities. haha i havent been home (like just staying at home) for almost a week now. but yea not really a holiday but its FUN :DDD WEEEEEEE
haha well alot has happen so let me start with the kerja amal thingy on tuesday. well this kerja amal was pretty easy. yeap it only took us like what? 45 minutes? haha XD lucky us





then it came to the Brunei trip. this was really a sudden decision. we just decided that we really had to get a break and well YVONNE BOLEH PERGI jadi no matter what, WE MUST GO. so we went :) yeap well, it was not so much of a holiday for me, i was super tired and sick and i was missing someone so badly but it was alright, the best part of the trip was actually waiting for Chungs dad in the lobby for two hours. haha XD








i so do LOVEEEEEE this pic. haha epic XD



yeap lobby times :D




Gosh i miss the cereal there :3



oh yea, were the arabian/african/muslim/israeli/chinese tourist. yeap :D


wo < 3 this pic :D
guess who is who? (:


haha :D XOXO






sigh, im gonna miss you D. tomorrow oh. im not gonna see you again until very very very long )))): why oh why. gawd i love you so so much )':
please dont go )":

Sunday, September 5, 2010

i wish that airplanes are like shooting stars

OMG IM SOOOOO GLAD ITS OVER!!!
this is my first and LAST time planning an event. NO MORE FOR ME.
well it was okay i guess. made alot of mistakes, who actually remembers the gifts but not the name lists? im so disappointed at myself. sigh but okay okay lah since everyone said it was nice (((:
haha yea im so exhausted and my feet look like it has ran a marathon. the other thing i hate about last night besides the mistakes was the fact that i only sat for 5 minutes throughout the whole time i was there which was 4 to 10 +++ and that 5 minutes was to eat. the whole time i was grabbing food and running. yes RUNNING IN HEELS. haha by the time we had pics, i was leaning on everyone on account of my feet. you guys will realise it as you see the pics XD haha oh yea and and did i mention that i have the sweetest partner ever? haha i scold him and all he still nice nice to me and help me oh. AWWWWW haha XD and and and and oh, i have pretty awesome friends :D




i didnt take many pics and i felt that i really didnt have much fun. yes im happy that its over but no fun ): oh well next year! :D and and and ERIC DIDNT TAKE PIC WITH ME )))))))))))):
pictures!


yes i am a lucky girl (((: THANK YOU < 3





Dennis was so sweet! haha he asked for pics, not PICTURE BUT PICTURES! funny ones again! AWWWW
:)



OH YEA did i mention i looked like a ghost? haha so fugly oh! oh well





haha i like this pic (:



haha vanity XD im a girl!

Friday, September 3, 2010


hai hai hai
just a brief one, im freaking out now cause it feels like i have so many things to do before tomorrow night but i cant seem to remember what. i just spent 3 hours ++++ on skype with Yvonne's brother XD AHHHHHH im so nervous/worried/anxious about tmr night i think i might wet my pants soon! this week, WOAH super busy and stressful but i wont bore you with it. schools over and Hari Raya is here! haha i cant wait for the open houses. ( Danial told me i have to treat him VERY GOOD then he invite me to his open house ): ). haha yeap yea i just hope that all well ends well! * crosses fingers and toes!
God please help me with tomorrow night.
i promise i will be a very good girl!