rising to the sweet scent of morning.

TGIF!

the weeks over and im physicked for the weekend! ;) i love weekends and Fridays cause i dont have to worry about school and homework and studying. im feeling the stress right now and all i wish is to be back in Melbourne again embracing the feeling of boredom. and the shopping and hot guys of course! ;D well nothing much right now except that the exam seasons are around the corner and the homeworks and pressure are pilling up! *sighs and wish time doenst pass that fast. people have been asking why private, well the reason is simple, i choose to share my life carefully thats all ;) and and i apologize to chung cause ive been treating her like crap and i feel bad about it. so yea even though ive apologized, still, SORRY CHUNG. pms saya gila this week. but im pretty happy this week cause king of pms was not around for almost the whole week >:) HAHA

oh yea, i wanna say a really big THANK YOU TO LAM :DDD you have no idea how surprised and happy i was when i saw the gift :D haha yea THKS ALOT for making my day ;)

hate to love you.

its soo long. yea life? it currently sucks. if youre despising me now cause im emo, i advise you to go now. yea sigh. the last weekend was spent in labuan. my mom had to preach in a church there so yea. the dog below was a lost dog. it just came to my house and started crying.

okay it has been long since i really posted about my true feelings. i feel like shit. since the breakup, i feel like every reason to smile has been sucked away. i love him. no matter how bad ppl say he is or how bad he really is, i still do love him. its crazy i know. even until now, i still have the same feeling. friends tell me that it will be over soon but its definitely not going away. the feeling of wanting to but cant. one word, depressing. im telling myself to forget about him after all the things he did but it has almost been a year, im still feeling the same feeling i had when we were together. *slaps face. i literally did all i could to erase him- shouted at him, tried hating him, declared war with him, cried until there wasnt anymore tears and even spending a month in Aust just so i could clear my head and not bump into him here. and no i dont think hes a jerk, in fact, i think hes the nicest guy ive met, even after all the things he did. sigh. pretending to be okay and putting on a smile is really tiring. its turning me into a fake person. a person i dont even know anymore. i miss him so much that im willing to do so much to see him. i just miss him so so much.

i miss you.

honestly, this year's bday was a little sucky :x

THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH :')

and Nat too :D you know i love you guys! and also thks Jacklyn for the message. i swear my eyes were wet! :')

we dont choose who we fall in love with, we cant control what happens.

you know what they say,

my first present! :D im soo happy! AWW thks jon! ;D youre the only one who cares :')

pictures.

stupid plastic bag from gsc. stupid ice lemon tea.

LUCIFER.

was too high singing and dancing when i saw Minho XD

I wont talk to you anymore.

ouch.

sun-burned.

sports day is over and everything will go back to normal :/ haha this year was dope! had fun sweating and screaming and cheering. and and HENTHORNE WON THIS YEAR :DDD this only happened suring the first and last year in All Saints :) oh yea we rock :P

so cool this HENTHORNE do the lion/dragon thingy ;)
my super hot girl friends ;)
danial was my ss buddy today ;) so happy this me, danial texted me back with a smiley XD first time. HAHA

today, like 238402748274208372 asked me why my nose was red. now i know, not flu or allergic, ITS SUN BURN. more pics on fb when im free! :D

quote of the day: UIIII JANGAN BAH, MAHAL BAH NI. ;)

talk to me?

yes or no?

WOAH CNY is almost over in just like a blink of an eye. *cries

i wish the holidays are not over but reality just slaps you in the face right? oh well CNY this year has been really hectic. im never at home for like up to 3 hours except at night. seriously but CNY was really fun esp going to open houses :DD and and angpaus :DDD haha now its just the birthday but looks like no ones interested in celebrating it with me :/ forever alone :( haha oh well at least i have Min ho :P open houses on the third day, fireworks at chungs and more open houses on the fourth. yea thats about it. i kinda dislike going to school now cause its a living hell there. school now reminds me of stress, homeworks, spm, prefects board and more stress. sigh, tmr got school again :/

there was this open house that my parents were invited to but chung and i were so sleepy and his house was like :O so rich oh :DD haha yea we were fighting to keep our eye lids open. what a war XD then it was vivian's house :DDD

meet jenna! :D

i wish for a day with you.

seriously, how hot can he be? < 3

XOXO.

let go.

RED, ang paus, food, new clothing, visitation, tang yuan, gong xi gong xi and MORE FOOD. its CNY! :DDD haha ive been eating non stop. yesss bernard, im a pig kay? at least i wont disappear XD so yea im soo sooo seriously jealous today cause everyone was talking about how loud and annoying the fireworks last night was. my whole family and friends were talking about it non stop. the funny thing is that im the only who didnt hear it cause i was sleeping like a dead person. when someone asks me, i answer=my eyes closed at 11 and opened at 7. sigh, the story of my life. oh yea these are made by MUA :D no one helped me cause they were too busy sleeping and watching shows and just plain dont-wanna-help-you-attitude. oh well i had fun doing it and i feel really really satisfied ;D

oh yessss i was stalking her XD
we went really crazy you wont believe what we did. ;P
HAPPY BIRTDAY COUS! :DDD

i cant wait for more open houses and firecrackers! :D and and more friends=more ang paus ;DDDD