nicotine, carbon monoxide, tar

IM SOOOO HAPPY NOW I'M GONNA DIEEEE :DDD hehehe bio p2 is over! WOOOOO. at least i have one less thing to worry about ;) thank God for helping me finish reading and doing past years and all. OMG i thought i couldnt finish and be depress ;) anyways so many things happened this week, but im not gonna tell you ;P haha yea got tears and laughter lah :) 

went to SS15 for dinner with Eric and Lawrence, took the chance to see my babe! :D im sooo gonna have a girls day out with her after AS and sleep over! :D bumped into Steven, bernard and joshua, talked a lot. haha

 ohhhh why have dinner with Hommies? LOL cause we wanted to play monopoly deal!  :D hehehe great game okayyyyy. been craving for this green tea for so long! AHHHHH now i feel like eating :(

 we planned to play then stop for 20 mins to study for me and Lawrence and assignment for Eric, BUT TOTAL PHAILLLL. HAHA we played for more than 3 hours. i didnt even realise the time :O i went back way after midnight that day. LOL. yess the game is that addictive XD

 then on thur, i went to eat sushi king with housemate! :D finally got pic with her, mysterious right i always talk about her but never take pic XD haha there you go! shes super nice :) like seriously, i learned a lot from her, without her, i would have hungry days and nights. haha and shes like a sister to me, teaching me about make up and stuff. LOL seriously :D i dont know what im gonna do without her next year :(

 yea so Eric and Lawrence was making fun of me, if you follow me on Insta you would know, Eric keeps looking into my phone to see the pic i have as wallpaper and Lawrence also got interested. OKAY LAH FINE I ADMIT I PUT PIC OF MYSELF OKAY. LOL. so i told them i wouldnt post any pics anymore of selca, BUT I DID cause im a girl XD HAHA 

haha Mr Mustache randomnessss ;)

 food!

 yes ive gained A LOT of weight, so im gonna go back KK and sweat it off! i dont care. its always aircond here and no jogging so yea :/ sorry body :( and also late night dinner which i used to despise but now a habit cause of sleep XD

i have permanent eye bags now. haha dont get me wrong, i sleep. in fact, i sleep A LOT. like more than 10 hours a day. haha but still, i dont know why.

 the amount of coffee i consumed is WOW. two cups a day :O for me lah ;)

 yea this is one of the reasons of the fats accumulating XD haha but itsss gooodddddd :D

 LOL i was studying for physics practical yesterday and i just found out what i did. haha theres more but i think i misplaced the papers. haha my lecturer super lah :D

 HEHEHEHE how can  you not love this boyyyy? :D i cannot wait to see him :/

 i miss you girlsssss :( sometimes i just feel like throwing everything away, run back home and hang out with my loves. and go on holidays :) and just be girly again. no more being tough, holding back and being protective and aggressive. just letting go. 

 haha i told Eric that i would burn my books, past years to be exact, but he stopped me. LOL. this book has caused me sleepless nights, stress, cups after cups of coffee, energy and joy. yeap it rob me most of my joy. seriously, when i finished marking, i felt like i was just released from prison XD

 hehehehe my loveeee <3 :d=":d" day="day" made="made" my="my" p="p">

hanging too much with church friends, feels like i see them everyday! XD haha but its funnnn :) and and Homes was great last week! laughed and laughed so much. haha btw i learned so much during this week in church and with friends. dont focus on your problems, focus on God! :D

" have a different spirit! dont miss out your purpose. stop murmuring, complaining and set your spirit apart! we forfeit ourselves if we murmur, complain or take things for granted". Ps David

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alrighttttt ;) helllooooo :P im pretty happy cause cause chem p3 is over ;) but i think i didnt do that well for both math and chem cause i didnt have that feeling. but oh well :/ i knew this was coming already since ive been out the whole weekend. so sorry mom and dad. 

my super free weekend that was suppose to be filled with hours of studying started with a random outing with these people :) i cannot believe my church friends misunderstood that greg, dan and bernard are my bf =.= that is so wrongggg XD

i was actually suppose to have lunch with my housemate but apparently KK people called out and then my church friends called as well =.= so had to cancel on my housemate :( SO SORRY. and went lunch with church people :) HAHA even though it was only 3 of us. gosh it was really fun. the things that we talk about, then we play MONOPOLY DEAL. THIS GAME ROCKSSS :DD haha i have one at home but didnt get to play with it. when i get back, IMMA SO GONNA GET EVERYONE ADDICTED TO IT LIKE HOW MY TWO GAY FRIENDS DID XD HAHA then we were playing and playing until evening that Eric asked whether i wanted to join them for dinner. KOREAN SAMGYUEOPSAL OKAYYY. LOL of course i said yesss. LOL then i went back and an hour later, we were on our way to Ampang for dinner. LOL by the time we got there, it was already 9 XD longgggg and funneh ride. the food was really good but burned my wallet lahhh. LOL then church the next day again and dinner again with Homies at night XD we see each other too much :X

stole this pic from my friend's fb XD haha i was too shocked at the amount of food coming that i didnt really take a lot of pics. LOL i was amazed okay, the table couldnt even fit the food. and it just kept coming :O my friends were just eating and eating and i was just staring at the amount of food. LOL i ate like halfway then i KO already. LOL and my friends were still eating! OMG how do people eat that much? see that seafood soup on top? ITSSS SUPER :) and thats actually after i ate it XD haha my friends gave me the look cause i didnt finish :(

 i was like super stressed out with my exams but Homies really made me feel better. haha the things that we talk about XD i was literally laughing like mad when i read this :D

if you didnt get the convo, its about a cartoon which i yet been forced to watched also. haha this is the mascot i think XD

 one thing that is good near college is this! Nyonya nasi lemak :D the only one thing i can say is nice XD yesss my housemate really can eat :D two plates, still okay okay for her and shes very small. so unfair right? XD

hehe i found a new nice app ;)

alright, dinner with Homies again! :D

btw, THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE FOR WISHING ME :D for the many many prayers as well ;) i know i didnt reply or i scared you guys off but the wish i really am grateful! :D my phone was literally ringing the whole night before and the next morning before chem ;) so yea your wishes, im really super thankful ;) THANK YOU!

God, help me in every paper that im gonna sit, every word that im gonna write and every thought that im gonna think. you will be there helping me through with the answers, may all answers be from You. give me Your confidence, fearlessness, boldness, strength and peace. i need Your power and peace to dwell in me. every single thing that i studied will remain in my brain and only leave after the papers. relieve my stress and calm my fears. i know that Youre gonna be there with me, guiding me every single way ;) thank You once again. i pray for all  my other friends who are taking as well, may You give them insight, wisdom, knowledge and peace as well. bless me oh Lord. Amen.

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hey :) i wanted to blog so much the past week, just that i was lazy. and with AS in 2 days, the stress already kill the excitement. where do i start? well remember when i said that i wasnt stressed? WELL SCRATCH THAT OFF CAUSE IM FREAKING STRESSED. no sleep, too much coffee, diarrhea, nightmares, insomnia, deprived of care :( yea the SPM feeling. but no info is going into my head! :( oh well, im just gonna do my best :) no point in dwelling in the situation but do my best! :D

it is times like this that i miss my family even more and my CHUNG AND STEPH AND YVONNE :(((((  

 well theres this interesting thing that happened, OMG ME AND MY HOUSEMATE KILLED A LIZARD. no words can describe it already. HORRIFYING. we table kill it :/ on my very own study table.

 EEEEeeeeeeee :3

 lunch with friend ;)

 lately not much appetite but i ate this much. HAHA

 i want my mommy :(

my church friend so nice =.= i had a nightmare about another HUGE lizard attacking my room. OMG its so reality huge that everytime it passes the guitar (i dont know why i have a guitar in my room) like strumming the sound :O

 yea hes that "nice" i actually forgot about the dream and all, then he reminded me and made it even more clear =.=

i shall end with this ridiculous pic! :D 

Chung, Steph, Yvonne, if youre reading this, KIMBERLY HO MISSES YOU GUYS SO MUCH :( we should go on a holiday again at the end of the year! 

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WHATSSSSUPPPP ;D why am i so happy? nope im not, im just so screwed that sanity is no longer a choice. HAHA XD ive been out the whole week and all, and so tired everytime that i hardly have time to study, and if i do, im always distracted. LOL and AS is in a week? God help me!

haha i thought of starting this post with an adorable pic of my nephew :DDD Micaiah ;)

 yessss i am a proud aunt ;P

 ive been knocked out with sore throat, fever, and flu the past few days. missed 3 days of school. yeap so much for studying when youre sick and alone and all. HAHA i had to drink this awful leong cha. twice okay.

 those on instagram would know this ;) honestly, i actually wanted to blog about how emo i was when i sick and all cause i had no one except my housemate. super tough few days i must admit BUT the past few days have been so niceeee with Hommies that i forgot how hard the pass few days were. HAHA so i will spare you the emo stuff! :D

 this is just to disgust you. HAHA how horrible i look when im sick. seriously, i went to school and everyone just stares. and my friends are no help at all by making fun :( oh yea, after being sick my sweat glands are seriously screwed up. no matter what, i start sweating like mad. once i went to chem practical and it was so cold and all but i was sweating like i just took a shower without drying my hair. haha good also lah, loose weight! :D HEHE

 yesss see my sick sweaty face!

 my friends super lah, purposely eat this when im sick. yessss i was sitting there looking at them :/ so sad my life.

 i needed this so much, after doing chem past year the whole morning. and only managed to finish only 3 sets. haha

hehe i was bored.

 i had so much fun during Homes on friday :))) hehe i talked so much :O and and i learned so much from my Homes leader. Hes so young but with so much wisdom. He said that we as humans tend to beat ourselves up so often after making some stupid decisions and most of all when we hurt someone else. real peace and comfort comes when we realise that the person in us who made that selfish decision and the person God sees is different and when we are able to separate them both. cause basically God doesnt see us that way :) really deep stuff  but so true ;) and it was not even his turn to share! :O

then last night our Homes went on a trip down to KL to Synthia's party! :D that place is so grand, its a residence just next to KLCC. WOAH really expensive place and all. i had so much fun playing with her cousins, we played hide and seek and catch and all. haha with the other Hommies as well :) really a great time and way to destress. i forgot how awesome it is to play with kids :) not to mentioned that i sweated 2 buckets. 

 this was the view, okay. awesomeeeeee. with a pool also :O sorry i didnt take pics. hehe im beginning to wonder where did the Kimberly who loves to take pics go XD

 the journey to and fro was really a challenge. HAHA and when we went back, it was too late for the LRT. gosh what panic people we were. and we all had church the next day. HAHA what a crazy time.

 im surprise how long my hair is. i love it but its very inconvenient. my hair gets stuck EVERYWHERE. so im hoping to cut it real soon, like maybe 5 inches, or more. this is when i just woke up and getting ready for church, it explains the hair being messy. 

" everyone goes through trials. we have a choice to focus on the problem or to focus on the goodness oh God. Faith can only be tested through trials." -Elder Keng Yiak

alright, back to past years! :)