i think life is full of crap now. my parents are seriously killing me now. its like i cannot please them in any way. people always tell me how good i am in studies and how proud my parents would be. i never once felt that my parents were proud. everything that i work hard for is nothing to my parents. UGH. the stress is really pilling up now until its getting to me. my mother thinks i play too much and that my results are rubbish. my father thinks im spoiled and is always disappointed in me. i feel like going away from this bloody place. i cant wait until after SPM then i would try my best to leave ASAP. im gonna work and study really really hard to obtain a scholarship to a far far place then i wouldnt have to come back. i think my parents treat me better if im away. im jealous of parents who tell their kids to just do their best. i wish my parents were like that. everything is not good enough. stop giving me allowance, stop allowing me to go out, even stop giving me any money. im gonna really go crazy soon. my mom is really really stressing me out, this year is one of the worst years ive been through. she tells me all the time that SPM is around the corner and that im not good enough. WTH??? IM FREAKING NOT GOOD ENOUGH??? i studied so freaking hard for all the subjects. its not like i didnt study and play all the time. my parents used to not care anything regarding my studies and now its just crap. UGH LIFE IS SO HARD. and then certain people are just plain DUMB, IGNORANT and SELFISH. the world doesnt revolve around you only kay? it would be a decent thing to just think about others and have heart for a while cause everyone has their rainy days too.