2010. for me, this year has been bitter sweet. it started off bad, with Chung away and him too. haha form 4 has killed my life with all the subjects and heeps of homework and tuitions. it got worse with the breakup. but ive always thought of this, God took him away but He gave me back my bestfriend (: that is when Chung moved back. i couldnt have thank God for helping me realise something really important. yea well then comes all the crap-crying, emo-ing, thoughts of hurting myself, thoughts of ifs, anger, hurt, disappointment, regrets, hatred, jealously and etc. it was really a hell of i think about 3 months XD haha this year has really gone by super fast. time flies eiy? XD i still remember the first day of school our class had physics and we were so anxious about Wong Fu, the times when i called Chung crying, holidays with the girls (; memories were deleted and made. haha well now it has been super, i realise that being emo doesnt help, that were gonna miss out more fun and become more emo. haha yea i count being able to smile and laugh everday a blessing (: so yea God has blessed me wonderfully cause ive been laughing and laughing everyday. being happy is simple, just knowing that you have everything you need and loving everybit of it (; many things have happened this year, good and bad and if i were given the chance whether to allow these things to happen, without a doubt i would say yes. well its simple really, the things that happened before made me who i am today (: haha well my friends tell me that im bossy and sombong so i blame the past? i have said over and over again, i love my friends dearly. i dont joke, i really do. you know who you are (; i dont know what i would do without you guys. everyone says that they have the best friends but to me, i think have the best bunch of friends you can find. they are the most soft hearted, honest, crazy, perveted, caring, sam pat, judgemental, offensive bunch of people. haha XD i hate and love you guys at the same time. yea you guys are the reason i laugh most of the times. yea XD ive been meaning to say sorry to all of you guys, i know I AM BOSSY and yea. haha im really sorry. and im really sorry to you too. what i did to you was my biggest regret. i dont know what i did but i know i hurt you badly and now youre seriously shutting me down. but yea i hope one day, maybe that you would forgive me. im really sorry. haha well 2011 is around the corner and im praying hard, 2011, spm, please be nice to me (: and i wish that chace crawford would be my boyfriend XD haha