Friday, November 12, 2010

dear you,

im sorry things had to be this way. i love all my friends and well, no one mean more to me now other than my girlfriends. i just cant cant. im sorry but im not worth it. you may not understand but im not joking, im not worth it. i have issues with myself and i hurt people in ways that are not human anymore. my last relationship has really crushed what i used to believe. i got hurt and i hurted him so badly that i dont want to repeat it. and i dont want you to experience the same hurt we experienced because its no joke that its long term hell because even now, im still holding back tears. i will do the same to you as what i did before and its not fair to you. i dont want you to waste anything on me because i dont deserve anything from you, another girl does. im just not worth it, im not a nice girl. whatever you saw in me, its probably not the same. so yea im really sorry for confusing your feelings so please understand. you know i love you dearly, as a friend. thank you so much but please, stop. sorry.


love,
me



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