gosh i feel like im at the down part of the roller coaster and i can never seem to go up. life now is really challenging my emotions, i feel as though things can never get right. anyway, i have heaps of homework that seems to never end, i want to go out with my babes or go shopping or do a manicure but i dont have time, i miss him but hes too busy :(, im going crazy with math cause i can never get it even though i study every night, some people can really disappoint and hurt you, i need some one to talk to but no one is there, some people have no brain and inconsiderate when they do things, basically i have so many things to do and some people are always annoying me whether im done or not. its like I FREAKING ONLY HAVE TWO HANDS AND ONE BRAIN. sigh. maybe its me being sensitive. i need a break. from everything.