bonjour!

HEYYYYYOOOO :) OMG ITS FRIDAY! :D hehe i feel so guilty and bad for not going to homes :( but but i just feel like ive been out too much lately so staying in my room, doing homework and a little studying has to be done! :D so cool to see new people in school, the newbies :P haha i feel how they felt when i just started. im gonna try to study a little since i have tests coming up :/ AHHHH. but with so many awesome movies coming up, how can that be? :( oh yea! OMG everytime i go down to the lobby to go to school, i see so many koreans :D good looking koreans :) 

anyways ive been going out practically almost everyday already. like seriously i think ive only been in two times this week? haha going out means eating like pig. and spending. so the best solution is NOT to go out ;) haha so yea we all went to send clement off yesterday :( AWWW it was sad but i know Clement is going to start his new journey somewhere better :)

so me and Stanley rush back and went to pyramid after school. took the bus to Chung's area and eat again. then we were off to the airport. pricilla drove :)) met up with Clem and eat again =.= haha 

clement's last malaysian meal. with us :') AWWW

 group picture! :)

 we all felt like we were his parents sending him off. haha cause everyone was with their parents and all. so we decided to be his parents, gave him the before-leaving-for-studies-talk, the-be-careful-when-youre-there-talk, the-be-careful-of-your-money-and-passport-talk, the-whos-going-to-bring-you-around-talk and of course the worry talk ;) we did them all! :D were proud parents! :D

 oh yea i forgot to talk about when i first saw clement. HAHA i was like WOAH. so formal :O nice right? like never see Clem wear like that. niceeeee

 sending him off.

 Clement's coursemates :) theyre all very nice people! like super nice ehhh.

 the JPA France scholars.

 the last goodbye for the night.

so yea i hope Clem if youre reading this that you will do your best! :) im sure you will but try to experience more things and try out everything :) come back a different person and must introduce some French guys pleaaaseee :) haha all the best to you. and never let anyone look down on you. show them what we malaysians are made off! HMPH! :D come back a successful French engineer! :D im wishing all the best things for you man ;) Au Revoir!

oh yea im gonna have my last personal lessons with my physics lecturer! God, please help me to understand my A2 physics lecturer! :( oh yea, please do pray with me. i seriously need to do hospital attachments but so far the hospitals nearby are all fully booked. I HAVE TO GET ALL THESE DONE BY AUGUST. stress man! and i cannot do anything cause i dont have transport to get to other far hospitals and i just dont know what to do. God help me! thanks :)

currently feeling discouraged and broken spirit. what makes it different to study other courses besides medical related courses? engineering is cheaper and easier to get in. and more unis offer other courses and i dont have to worry about getting into uni and all. i dont have to face all this crap that i have to do now. well im asking myself that question too. medical related occupations has always been my dream and i love living it. sometimes we have to wake up and face reality right? well how am i suppose to try to like something that i have no interest in cause its easier and cheaper? dilemma.