smile through it

OMG im gonna be crazy soon. like seriously, people ask me how am i? theres no other word to describe it, HARD. and stress of course :) a levels is hard, you must have the guts to take it. staying away from home makes it even harder. i hate this uni application thing, makes me feel mature. not to say that its bad, i mean we have to grow up some time. but its like throughout this stupid rushing uni application really challenged me and made me think of my future. while i was editing my personal statement, i find myself wondering whether all i did was enough or worth it. its so hard to apply dentistry and medicine, its practically impossible. im thinking to myself whether all of this is worth it. then i remind myself that i would be looking back 5 years from now laughing at this :) so yea and people around me are not helpful at all, being selfish about themselves. pffftt. i hate how some people just cannot think more besides themselves. growing up, feels like this huh? 

tuesday was kind of a bad day for me, i had a math test on that day and i stayed up until 2 the night before just because my friends needed help which i already told them to ask beforehand. i drank chicken soup and 2 coffees and chocolate just to keep myself sane. i was so tired and PMS i dont know how to feel. then my mom told me to send some application thing and i rushed to pyramid in between of classes. gosh what an adventure.

thank God i had chung with me yesterday. this week is definitely not a good week. with all the intense uni application stress going on and PMS-ing lecturers.

went shopping with my babe and talked :) at least i felt better and i had fun :)

Mmmm :)

:) Praise God for this! took me endless determination and hard work. BUT I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN A FULL MARK ON THE SECOND TEST :(

heres something funny that happened to me on Tue. HAHA i was in math class when i received an anonymous text. HAHA weird guy XD at least it made me laugh.

i really learn to use my time wisely. i hate it how people are so selfish that they ask you for help and assume that you have the time of the world to help them. like seriously, its not like im being paid for this. ARGHH.

i miss daddy and mommy :(