heyyyy ;) i figured i have some time in my hands now before Homes so i shall blog. since next week is like full blast cause of 3 papers, i dont think i will be blogging that soon. haha anyways just wanna blog  about how life has been after 5 months in KL (OMG ITS ALREADY 5 MONTHS??). yeap well you must be expecting me to say that time flies, its 5 months (SERIOUSLY 5 MONTHSSSS??) since i left everything behind. LOL except my family. and yea minus out the 5 days i went back. haha nope, these 5 months have been long to me. i count everyday the days till im back. i constantly miss my parents, thinking how much i missed out at home. i wouldnt be able to see my parents grow old. call me old fashioned but yea, i wouldnt wanna come back home one day and realise WOW my parents are getting old and i dont even realise it. missing out everything back home, friends, girl friends, high school, food, home, bed and jogging. nature as well. erm i just wanna share something. i realise that in life, we play many roles. like in a movie, we might be playing this character in this chapter of life, another totally opposite character the next. like in your love life, you might be playing the girl who nobody realises, then the next youre the one everyone wants. the girl who has it all becomes the girl who has crushes someone she isnt suppose to. life is unpredictable eih? living here made me think a lot. yeap it did. and living here, everything is so complicated. people here are complicated. i decided to just not think so much about it and do what im supposed to. i may be accused of something im not, but hey if it gets to me, then its just wasting my time and energy fighting. not worth.

im gonna write more when i get back! looks like i took longer to write this. LOL BRB.

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alright im back again, LOL too busy the WHOLE DAY (i will blog again about today next time!) anyways last night was a weird night. totally weird night, looks like a normal Homes night but behind all that, so many things happened. feels weird to know so many things, but refusing to admit and acting like a stranger. maybe i got too attached to people there. sigh, theres always problems where ever we are eih? anyways feeling too tired and weak to continue on. too many things on my mind now. next time :)