saturate me now.

AHHH i miss you secret place.

have you ever thought that life is always planned out for you? get good grades, good uni, good job, good family and thats all? people focus so much on the results that they forget the process is what makes the outcome. i guess im just tired of life. sometimes i just wish to be back in the past, where everything was sweet and pure. love and no hurt. sigh, holidays, i miss you so much, why cant you be nice to me and treat me well? if i had a magic lamp and i were given one wish right now, i would ask for a holiday with my loves. i miss those times when we would act dumb and fool around, eat until were too full to walk, play until i have serious gastric, watch movies until late night, talk until we laugh our heads off, shop until we owe each other money, swim and act dead, imagine what it would be like 10 years from then and joke again, share our deepest innermost thoughts and laugh again, insult each other until we get angry, stare at the beauty of God's creation with our jaws on the floor, take pictures until everyone stares, sleep like nobodys business and live, love like theres no tomorrow. im slowly taking it in now. life i mean.

sorry for the previous post, i didnt mean to offend anyone.

live life to the fullest

WOW the week is finally over. talk about real life drama. school was normal like a slap in the face, had fun playing handball in the mud for the first time for karnival sukan ;) homeworks are slowing drowning me alive, sh** people who have no guts to confront face to face, stress is killing me but i had my babes to accompany me throughout this horrible week :) i finally received my 2 months old birthday pressie! :D haha i loved it cause got MINHO :DDD * heart pumping < 3

THE BEST CARD IVE RECEIVED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. i almost cried when i received it :') THK YOU SO MUCH BON BON! :D i think this is the best gift < 3

some people just dont know how to get the facts straight. there is a limit to everything you soab. you never think of why things happened that way kah? tepuk dada tanya sendiri. making conclusions just like that makes you all jerks. accept reality and move on with life. why the f linger in the past and lick your wounds (i doubt if you were offended or anything) just to make your own life miserable. if you dont even have the guts to say it to our face then better not say it. waste energy and spit only. acting like its our fault is even worse, its like youre acting like a girl? being angry and doing those little acts makes you even more pathetic. maybe you didnt realise it, the words you said really hurt me, you think i dont have heart kah? you think my friends dont have heart kah? if you want revenge then just confront us. dont have to do all those stupid things and brainwash everyone to hate us. you want your life to be miserable then go ahead, dont have to drag everyone around together. so what if we want to do things our way? need to give stupid comments one meh? the last time i checked, it doesnt even affect your life a bit. we want to die then die lah what does it have to do with you? get a life. i feel stupid for defending you guys when they were angry at you guys, calling my real friends sinners and all. if you guys dont want to be friends then who cares? GTH.

tonight

AHHHH im gonna go crazy soon. i never knew stress could be this stressful. GOSH I MISS CHECKING HIM OUT :( TOP *puts on pathetic face. look at how hot he is! i so am jealous of that 51 year old lady :(((

here comes good bye.

AHHHHH my since-kindergarden-friend is gonna leave :((( sigh. and he wrote each one of us a letter :'( well i hope you will excel well john and dont forgetto always smile :) dont hesitate to call or text me when youre bored and stay healthy ;) XXXX im gonna miss you so so much ko! :'(

sorry the ugly look, mind you its a 7.30 service in the morning so yea. = morning look XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXXAY :DDD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STEPPHHH!! :DD

April Fools day baby you better stay hot and gorgeous and high all the time. you know youre the life of the room so yea ;) haha i hope you had a great time and make sure you love your gifts! ;D

XOXO Love you and God bless! :D

hahaha niiceee cake eh? ;D

and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO DAD! :DDD