i feel betrayed, hurt and suicidal. why start when you cant even be sure that you love me? why stay up late at night just to talk to me? why steal kisses from me? why tell me that im yours when you wanna give up now? why tell me that you love me just to break my heart? why make promises when youre gonna break it? why hold me when youre gonna throw me away? thanks a lot for all the hurt. i finally found something that hurts me more than Darren. i dont even know why i should be breathing. 

press and feel.

heyyyyyy :) these are pictures from last night, a farewell dinner for my friend, William ;) my class started off with the most students and now its the least. haha more and more people are leaving, more and more farewells are being held and more and more goodbyes are being said. everyone is going to separate one day, just the matter of time. really makes you wonder, eih?

oh yea, LEONG CHOI HOU broke his promise, he said he would come but fang airplane in the end. he now owes me whatever i want! :D HAHAHA never ending of Starbucks! hehehe

 WILLIAM

 all the group pictures were blurrrr, i dont know why but yea. sorry!

 oh yea, if you realise, all of them are drunk! too much to drink and everyone is just plain greedy.

 i hope everything will be fine, its just me and you. <3

WOAH i dont know how to explain what im thinking or feeling now. yea happy? depress? sick? mix feelings? over crowded thoughts? dont know. oh well, thats all for now!

the lucky one.

AAWWWW :3 how can you resist him? :))) it has really been too long since i paid attention to him. i miss him like crazy! 

남우현 <3

chemistry lab always keeps me excited! :D

 i wanna watch this! :D MUST MUST MUST

currently home alone with so many things to do but too lazy to move. everyone is out having fun and im stuck at home doing homework. sigh, my life :(

BUT hehehehe im gonna see my monkey soon! :D wooooooo

PUBLISHED.

updateeee! ;) here are some pictures from my phone, just what i did throughout the Good Friday weekend :) i went to church and all and then it was time with my love <3 then i had to study for my driving law test. I PASSED! :DD WOOHOOOO. hehe head over to church for an Easter celebration (sooo long already :/) then movie at night with my parents! ;P 

there was this very cute on the spot drama :)

 Jesus and his disciples :P

 i had to be in charge of Year 2s for the egg hunt ;) great kids!

 Easter goodiessssss :)))

 haha first time for my mom in Suria :O haha im the excited oneeee!

 the Easter Sunday! i decided to bake something so yea. and i did pizza for my family! :D im proud to be able to say that i know how to cook! :)))

 oreo cheesecake!

TAAAA DAAAA! :D

 yesss i did EVERYTHING alone ohhh. geng oh me XD cheh hahaha. i hope the cake was good, i think it was a little of a failure though. 

 with lots of love <3

nahhhh die loh Nigel, you owe me A LOT now :p i dont care ohhh.

so yea that was roughly what i did. i didnt mention how tired i am after sleepless nights and constant usage of my brain. AHHHHHH. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANNNNN :D

have a super duper awesome birthday this yearrr :) too bad i cannot be there to wish you and celebrate with you. i owe you a gift, so come back ASAP then i give you ;) got expiry date oneee. haha anyways, have a great and awesome birthday cause youre finally legalll! haha go have fun or get wasted or something XD im wishing you all the best in everything and stay sweeeetttt and great ;) dont get overstress cause im not gonna be there to slap and scold you anymore. haha take care and

  HAPPY BIRTHDAY :3